It's just my journal. Nothing more <3

Of every word that you wrote.
I spent my life dwelling on what they meant.
And when i came to the last page.
I was already in my death-bed.

You had meant so much to me.
The pages were yellow and withered.
Your writing was faint and grey.

I will join you very soon my darling,
Soon we'll fly in heaven together.
And watch our kids lead their life.

With a simple tear, I left this world.
And on the journal, On every single page.
There was only one poem.

"Time will fly fast, But our love would last forever"
i'm sure with every passing day, we will grow closer
And i will never miss my chance to tell you all that i want to.

Whether in heaven or hell.
We would be binded together forever.
Just like this journal.

Tuesday, August 08, 2006 12:23 PM

okay girlfriends. i am updating now. so read. hahah. anyways, had been rather busy lately. had tuition almost every day.Allright,let me start from last saturday, 5th of August, i had braces tightening at Nuh. URgh. The pain is excrutiating. okok. maybe im just exaggerating, but it is pain. All i can think of is pain.A routine, every month, sit on that chair, room 3, with bright light shining right at my teeth. heh. well, removing it soon. can't wait, yet must cotinue with retainers. Time pass really quickly. I felt as if my 4 teeth had just been extracted a few months ago. LOL.After that, sent my brother to Yishun for religious class. Followed parents to Harvey Norman, and find a washing machine, a dryer and a tiny fridge. This is for the condominium lahh. Blue Horizon. Yet, i am not staying there. Sad. It is so near macdonalds West Coast Park. neverrmind. after that, fetch my brother and they sent me home. I want to catch up with my revision. My parents and brother left for the new house at Pasir Panjang. Far seh. I'll visit it soon.

Sunday, 6th August.
Had religious class and left about 12.30. I walked home, because my friends all left me. hmph. hahaha.i went home with Hidayah,his brother, Kholiq and Nadhzry.Half way, i had to go home myself. Stupid. Im not going to walk home alone anymore. Scary.Had maths tuition at 2 pm. And accounts at 6 pm. Tiring, it is.Finished up my work and slept.

Monday, 7th August.
As usual, school, and had lunch with Zizzy. Saw Suhaimi Yusoff with his spiderman shirt. Outrageous. He's big and .. argh. nvm. Went to the new 7-eleven near Beatty Secondary, and explored my neighbourhood with Zizzy. Never been to the shop for quite some time. Yupps.

till then.

reflection of the week- appreciate what you have for the time being , don't be complacent and complain too much. It might not stay for long. Accept your friends for who they are.

=DD lovve;
aeen.

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